C'mon baby paint my Sky

なんで？
何で彼が好きな？
it's torturous like shit argh.

As usual, a jap movie after every exam :)

GOSH.
time has passed so quickly, like honestly, i didn't even have the time to blog. and to be honest i have been very HAPPY :) except maybe during this CT period kekeke.

And probably no one reads this anymore unless you're that STALKER ( you know who you are ):< )who hacked my raffles connect account to get my address, TSK. hahahaha.

i love school. friends, cca, juniors, everything! and it kinda sucks that it's ending soon.

and as i much as i hate to say:
sometimes i just wish i have psychic powers. it's so hard trying to guess what you're thinking and whats happening, and i'm just confused altogether. and i just find it weird that we can talk like we're so close online, but in reality its awkward like shit and i can actually count the number of times that we've spoken to each other. honestly, i just don't get it.

okay wtv, brain maxed out. not thinking straight. and i really enjoyed talking to hong en tonight! SENIORS RULE! :)

:/

Not really liking my new skin :/

haha but i doubt i'll be blogging very much this year! i guess its time to sum up 2011 :)

1. CCA:
the crazy buying of 75 bucks floorball stick and quitting floorbal incident haha. So i ended up in CO and BLYC :) pretty happy of my achievements! For CO, my biggest dream, gold with honours for SYF!! Had the honour to be treasurer :) BLYC has given me so much happiness this year. The new good friends! ArtsForUs and Boon Lay @ Countdown Success!! I can proudly say it's my core CCA :D

2. Class: The unbelievable class transfer seemed like it didnt happen coz now i've made awesome good friends!! My fav C.Buds KW,Joy&XY! Fellow MINI! PW grp mates MRJJ!! <3 they made me smile countless times :)

3. Acads: definitely much room for improvement. But i'm glad i have the chance to try out H3, hopefully this lasts :P I really need to focus a lot more.

4. Internship @ PUB: i've honestly grown so much after experiencing the adult world. Made incredibly good friends and learnt to be brave and mature!

5. Family and friends: bonded a lot this year due to diff hardships, but i do wanna spend more time with my family. And i'm glad i'm still keeping in touch with my best friend QIU PORK <3

6: <3: HAHAHA. many lessons learnt, really. And having loads of fun at the same time :)

TBH 2011 has been the most fun-filled year in my life thus far. but i know it's time to stop and start focusing. hmm.

hurhur got a new skin :D

but the fonts are kinda ugly teehee.
so, prac in the morning tmr, and i'm really not looking forward to it.
BUT there's goodie bag packing at BLCC at 2pm! HOORAYS.

gonna have an early end-of-the-year post this year coz of COUNTDOWN@BOONLAY!

BE SURE TO BE THERE! :)

i have 40 minutes left before i return the laptop.

WOW. a month has passed!! And i teared twice this morning. Today is my last day, and its really painful! I miss all my colleagues!!!!
omgg i'm already used to waking u at 730 taking the train to work, having lunch with the awesome people. AND NOW IT'S THE END!?

last night, Benson, YY and Jinhong treated me to teppanyaki and starbucks :') we had a lot of fun chatting.
Just now, Guo Rong, Amelia, Jasmine, Ms Wong, and Kee Seng treated me to the Vines Restaurant!! :')

And not forgetting i made a great friend, cassandra from NJ!

so its like i've made quite a lot of good adult friends, and now i cant bare to leave them all :'(

and tonight, i'm flying to HK. what the hell, it's like a mad transition and i've barely said goodbye and something else is gonna start zomg.

and btw the presentation just now to the deputy director was kinda fun hurhur :D

I've been on this incredible journey and I've seen and learned so much. I even met someone. –Rapunzel

i've never enjoyed school so much in my life. These 4 days of h3 lectures, or rather 4 days of school have been tremendously meaningful. :')

Monday: Watched Tangled with MONICA in the library
Tuesday: Met my dearest OG mates, dawn ryan zq and HTHT!
Wednesday: Class chalet plus BBQ <333 loved walking in the rain with the few of them <3
TODAY: hoboed with chiew, then peixuan, then COUNTDOWN MEETING WITH Mr Lawrence Wong!! :D

it's honestly the first time i've felt so in control of my own life, my own time.
Probably because the past week of work at PUB was mad crazy and awkward. Such that i missed all my friends and lectures! :/ And well, it's starting again tmr! ):

I like living my life. Sometimes, it just feels good not to follow the crowd for once :) I've seen enough pretentious people, sucking up to the authorities and all that. I guess its good for their resume or future relations or whatsoever shit. But honestly, is there a real need for it? Haha peixuan has taught me what finding my own happiness is, she's my new good friend :^)

I've also learnt to cherish the people around me. Seems cliche yeah wtv, but i'm dead srs. like when i went to school on monday i suddenly missed my PUB buddy guo rong, well i'm indeed going back thats why i'm relieved. But now i know i need to cherish him before i start regretting when this internship ends :/ cherish every moment.

And another lesson learnt: keep going, never stop. giving up is the lamest excuse for failure. No matter how tough H3 is, i'll persist, coz i do like it, and since i've accepted it, i wanna trust my own decision. and no matter how tough the PUB project is, i would wanna do my best and do a good job out of it :)

soooooo work tmr yay. OOOOOSH.

so i guess you rmbed my name :D

when you called my name and told me to smile, i was already grinning madly to myself :)
you made my day.

hahaha i see, you rmb me as a CEO LOL.

but it felt really nice when you called my name today :) I doubt you would rmb it, but i hope you would wahahaha :^)

i hate Q&A for OP, just sayin'
gah busy weekends! but grans is staying over hoorays :D

unconsciously observing you :P well maybe hatred may turn into sth else hehe.